bad day =[
it’s so early in the day and so much crap happened in one morning. family drama, friends drama, my two dogs drama, ex drama even strangers giving me crap for just smiling. since when did having a smile on your face signify you are doing something shady? what is wrong with people now?! then i hear someone died and it’s like fuck that sucks. then i just end up having a freaking melt down and start sobbing cause i’m so damn mad at everything and call in to get someone to cover me and i can’t even get that done. Like no heart, “o you’re crying? well come in anyways”. I just want to be with my grandpa today, the one person who closely understands me and knows how to make me feel better and of course I can’t even be with him because of heartless people. What’s HILARIOUS is that I just woke up and all this CAME TO ME! it’s like national lets attack amy today. Also after work I have to go to my other job and I can’t get someone to cover that also. Today is my grandma’s bday who’s already upset at me and cried to me the other day that I’m too into work and not spending time with her when herself and the family gave me crap about needing to work more! I can’t ever do anything right!!! tomorrow is fucking mothers day, i’m going to have more shit tomorrow from my mom cause i can’t be with her either, cause i got work again that of course i can’t get off or have someone replace me and what’s also hilarious is i’m not even close with anyone in my family but my grandpa so why the fakkk do they care so much?!?! what’s fucked up is that i never ask for shit so the one time i do ask…can i PLEASE just get it please just let me be spoiled for one day.
ughh…good vent thank god for blogging
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